I wish I'd hold your hand more.
Hug you tighter.
Kiss your lips that one last time
Told you iloveyou all the while.
Wish I'd looked you in the eye,
See you smile
Touch your face
and close my eyes.
Wish I'd be with you.
when you told me to.
Wish I'd say iloveyou too
And not just whisper hello.
Wish I'd spend one more day.
One more minute.
Everlasting time with you.
Amaranth.
Eternity.

I thought i saw your eyes in the summer skies. I thought i heard you calling my name in a song. I thought it's you touching me in the rain. I thought it's you who whispered in the wind. I thought it's your hand reaching out, touching. Crumbling, crumbling. I thought it's you who wiped my tears away. Lingers, echoes, flounders, planted, withered, flourished.

I

I slept soundly
I slept tight
I awoke lonely
On a rainy sunrise.
Unaware that you've left;
unaware, out of sight
boiling happiness,
simmering delight.
Then the sun told me
He had kissed you goodbye,
The wind has already whispered your name
on your one last ride.
why didn't i noticed?
when the skies cried.
when they've noticed you've left
without saying goodbye.
The grounds were wet with tears,
but it just slipped my mind
that the rain told me to
bid you my one last goodbye. 23.3.10