Dear you,
It feels like a thousand years since I last saw you.
How's the sky?
How's the moon?

Have you found a friend there?
I hope the loneliness is not as much as mine.
Are they kind there?
I hope their smiles are as wide as mine.

Do you still look down to see me?
Have a glimpse of my made up face.
Do you still remember the smell of the air?
Or the sound of the storm?

Do you ever get scared there?
I hope your fear is not as big as mine.
Is there someone who holds your hand there?
Calms your fears as you used to calm mine.

Do you ever cry there?
It streams my face from time to time.
Does your heart aches there?
Mine aches all the time.

Do angels really glow?
With wings ready to fly.
Have you seen His face?
Is it really kind?

Did He tell you about me?
How I'm trying to be brave and wise.
Do you ever think of me there?
And long to see me eye to eye.

My tears are like the rain

My fears are like the storm

My wishes are like the howling of the wind

My hopes like the waves crashing the shore.

Beneath my beating heart

Lies a tomb,

of my life with you.

Encased in your laughter;

Sealed with your love.

Moments of us;

In the grave of hearts.

what are hearts made of?

Of love
and lies
of promises
of pieces 
of you and me


gold dust and trust
joy and pain


willows and daisy whites
of little smiles
of abundant laughter
Tears and spills 
mirrors and memories.


Endless arrays of hopes
and broken dreams.


Of little aches, of little pain
of rupture and sorrows
of roses
of thorns.


Of misty mornings
dewy nights
of blinding stars
of balmy moon
Sunshines
of rain
of peace
and war.


Of whispered secrets
of hums, of songs
of freedom
and prison.


Of deceit and alliances
betrayal and loyalty


of stones and bearings
of mallows and clouds.


Of heroes and villains
of endless swords
and speechless.


Of muted shouts
and loud arouse.


Of impotence
and passionate
and fertile grounds
of unbounded seeds.


Of sea of green
and blinding browns
Of hues of blue
and yellows abound
shades of grey
red violets and rainbows.


Of wind of life
and zapping death.


Of thousand ships 
and endless shores.
Of sea of mist
and clear dewy morn.


Of you and me
Laughter and pain.
Sorrow and longing.
Of love and rain.


The garden of eden
roses and thorns
blades of grass
in the tomb 
of mourn.


Of knives
and death
Graves and earth
the dawn and twilight


The sign of life

And immeasurable end.

Yesterday I feel like I was going in circles
Chasing something
Shiny and bright
Trying to hold onto something.
Round and round
Up and down.
Smiles and frown
sunshine and rain.
Yesterday I was running in circles
chasing butterflies and rainbows
Angel dust in the sky
Endless rays of sunshine.
I was running in circles.
Round and round the elusive ground
Yesterday I was running in circles
But why always back to you.

My fears freed

My love aflew

Afloat in life

So alone, so new

In the earth

You rest.

The heart that loveth

The heart that ceased

Its beating, its rhythm

Solitude.

In the waves of life

Crushing my soul

waiting to cross the ocean

Sailing to you

As you await

In your shore

I shall be.

When this journey ends..